4 dreams in one night

Few weeks ago I blogged about having 4 nightmares continuously in one night. 

Given yesterday was the second amazing day I had.

I've decided to share my nightmares.

The reason I didn't share it first was because you could've had guess what was on my mind if you'd tried hard enough interpreting my dreams:

So here goes:

(Beware my dream might not make sense as it was all just a dream!!!)

I dreamt I was driving in KK, outside Luyang Restaurant highway. 

I witnessed a car crash. The car crashed to the side of the road. 

I called the ambulance but the ambulance was too slow.

There was only one driver and had no passenger. The driver's whole body was bleeding. I honestly not sure whether he was dead or not!

People nearby were trying to help and they suggested putting him on my car back seat and drive him to the hospital.

OMG!!!

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Move on to my next dream.

(Reality: I went for my company's internal interview for a permanent role mainly to secure my stay in the uk. There were about 3 people going for the interview for the position)
In the dream, I did not get the job. :(
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Then another dream...
It was September already and my visa has ran out. As I didn't get my visa sorted, I had to leave my company.
And guess what?
I went back to uni to study master in actuarial science under student visa to remain in the UK!!!
And guess what again?
I went to that uni with my ex.
(Apparently we were still together in the dream)
There were like 4 people sharing one room in the sch hall. (Bloody hell?!)
My ex and I were sharing it he same room.
I was gutted I was no longer working in the company.

When I semi woke up from my dream. My mind started to make more sense.
When I realised I was in uni and had left the company, I called my manager instantly saying I'm going back to work because I really want to go back to the company!
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Then I woke up.

Thank God it was all just a dream. :)

Ferreros and Instant noodles!

Today is a good day!

Why?

1. It was one of the hottest day of the year!

2. At lunch, I went to a cafe near work to study. It was merrier, sunny and most importantly, my cappuccino was good!

3. My friend was on study day. He came to the office to study in the meeting/study room.

I called it the high class library.

He was dressed down so he was not allowed to go to the working compound (as everyone wears working clothes)

As he arrives the office, he rang me asking me to come out to the corridor.

Feeling curious, I walked to the corridor to meet him.

He surprised me with a box of Chocolates as it is almost the end of Lent!!!

Remember my 40 days no chocolate fast?

Three weeks ago, we both made a deal. He placed one ferrero on my desk saying if I don't eat it until Lent is over, he would buy me a box of Ferreros and so he did!!!

Thank youuuuuu! You're so sweet!

I feel so bad now sometimes I ignored you trying to prevent you from teasing me!!! T.T

4. I came home early from work at 4:30a.m. Whilst studying on my bed, I fell asleep and had a fantastic 2 hours nap.

I'm feeling so refreshed now!

When I woke up and went to the kitchen, I saw a massive plastic bag full with a variety of instant noodles.

Few days ago I asked my housemate to buy about 5 packs of them and she bought like 30 packs for us with no charge.

I'm so touched! I love my housemate so muchhhhh!!!! T.T

I feel like I need to do something for her

Perhaps I should clean the kitchen, wash the dishes and tidy the lounge!

And study harddddddd!!!

Such an wonderful day for me...

(P/s: One thing I realised, I'm a girly girl. Yes, I get pleased easily by receiving gifts or getting some attention!)

tata~! :))))

Window

Some people thought I am a person who is open-minded and loves sharing my stories and life.

The truth is...

Most of the time, I don't.

I may have written many stories in the past, those are just surfaces.

I have many secrets - whether at present, past or future.

I have diversified thoughts.

I am a person who thinks a lot.

What makes me mentioning this is because recently I have been keeping my life in a more privately manner and haven't been keeping in touch with my friends and family.

Sometimes, it feels so good this way.

Because I think less. :)

xxx

Just those days...

Last night, feeling knackered, I passed out at half past eight and found myself waking at 6 in the morning. That was a looong sleep however,

I had four nightmares subsequently.

I told my close friend about the nightmares, she said I must have been a lot of stress. lol!

Then come to think of it, honestly, I was not entirely stressful,

I was just thinking too much

the room was too warm when I sleep, hence made me dizzy and think of nonsense.

At night, after my conversation with my friend, whilst I was removing my make up and cleaning my face,

I looked into the mirror,

I was like...

Why am I being so silly!

So after washing up, I closed my hand and prayed away my worries,

coincidentally with the "Arms open wide" music playing at the background from my blackberry,

Then I remembered this phrase:

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34"

Thank God! I feel so much better now! :)

What should I do

There's something I think I ought to develop:

Willingness to accept those I love for who they are

and not being demanding.

but sometimes I just wanted to be myself

and not the girl next door...

Rainy day

I'm slightly ill...

because of the rainy Sunday.

Wish I had cuddles :(

Sunday - study day

So I've changed my study habit...

I now prefer studying at work in one of the meeting rooms

The reasons are:

- Lighting is better

- Moderate temperature

- Less distraction

- Good view of the football field from second floor

- Free flow of drinks from the vending machine (yes it's free that's why I'm so fat)

- Appropriate height of the desk and chair

- Less distraction (yes, I would like to emphasis this again)

Happy Studying to self!

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P/s: The sun was sunny and the weather was warm today. :)

No Monday blues

Normally during study break, I flip open my laptop screen and scan through FB, BBC, random blogs and youtube,

and usually ended up being bored...

Is there any thing better to do during study break? -.-"

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Went to work at 8am.

In the morning, my manager wanted have a chat with me privately. *good day!*

I'm really glad to have had the opportunity to talk to my manager as he is always busy with other things.

It's always good to find out what's going on within the actuarial team. :)

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The day was still sunny as I drove home, which made me smile and cheery ^^

It felt so good to be home at 4:30p.m as I usually arrived home at 6pm.

Did a quick revision for one hour.

Going to roast chicken and cook some vege for dinner now. :)

tata~!

Soy milk

I am sooooo happy today because I just made my first ever cup of soy milk from soya beans!

*Hint* *hint* *Quick, someone.....present me with the sparkling ring already!*

Right. Jokes!

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Went to church and had mouth-watering dim sum for lunch!

Received compliment from my aunt that I've lost weight!

*Stood up...Jumped! jumped! jumped! Sat down and pretended nothing happened*

Well, given that I'm such a chocolate lover and eating chocolates has been part of my daily habit, giving up chocolates for Lent is a good idea.

A few of my colleagues were impressed by my decision as they've seen me frequently shoving chocolates to my mouth during working hours.

"Imagine Kim without her chocolates. That's so-not Kim"

It's hard, but not impossible to give up something that you really like for 40 days,

I guess it's a wise challenge for me...